August 23, 2004


My synapses fired all wrong all morning. I called my mother and asked her what to with my crazy head. She told me to go outside. I laid on a blanket in the yard, with the sun scorching the back of my black t-shirt. I read Anne Lamott's book about having a baby, which is really more just a book about being in love with God after spending years and years vaccumming cocaine like a shop vac while living on a house boat in Marin.

Sean stayed in the house, mostly, and would chat me up through the kitchen window, periodically, batting his eyes at me through the screen.

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