February 26, 2004

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Conversation with bandmember I work with this evening, who was calling to get guest list for Pensacola show.
them: what are you doing tonight?
me: going to get ashes on my head in about an hour.
them: (flustered) are you christian or are you catholic?
me: neither, I just really like church.
them: wow. I never would of... I mean.. you...

It is a difficult thing to explain to people liking church and liking Jesus, and being interested in spiritual community, but not actually being Christian. I went to church three times before I was 24, so it's kind of a new magic land, so I do not feel stigmatized and shamed like I shouldn't mention it aloud.
I also really like Ash Weds, it is my favorite holiday of Jesus for the last four years running. Though, I think my church uses really chintzy ashes, cos my little thumb-smudged cross was off my head within an hour. I want ashes like the latina grandmamis in my neighboorhood, who have smudges that look like the pope put a cigar out on their third eye. Like charcoaled exit wound. Not for the sake of visable piety, but really because it's just a terrificly freaked out sort of look. Wearing your forehead an xtreme-style of dirty like performance art.

I could not think what to give up for lent that would really qualify as sacrifice and put me a place to better align me with the suffering of the world... except driving. Only exception being for post office and out of city. So if you need a ride to the Gossip show tomorrow, or need a ride to the airport in the next 40 days...unless you can fit on my handlebars, yr out of luck, Cap'n Jazz.

I hung out with my friend Cale tonight, who helped me fold all the inserts for the MUY ROMANTICO album I made with him and Julianne and Rjyan and Miles and Andrea and Roby. Cale's family are, for multiple generations, Christian Music legends. Like, Christian grammy awards style. He told me about having to play drums through high school at the Evangelical church his parents were into in the 90s -- he was part of the praise team. I have never heard the phrase "Praise Team" before, but I insisted that we start a band called that, which sounds like Earth Wind & Fire meets early-80s Teddy Pendergrass. It will be very smooth and sensually explicit. We will cover "Street Life" by the Crusaders.

See, I cannot be in middling Fugazi rip-off bands my whole life, my dream of being in a classy funk band with a bunch of old dudes from the south side will and must be realized in it's fullest depths before 2006. As I am never going to write songs as good as Steve Albini or Paul Westerburg or even like, Jale (remember them? The 90s? I bet you loved them!), I might as well get cracking on being in a "Quiet Storm"-standards / steppers band that plays 2-3 sets a night at the Radisson ballroom in Oak Park on the weekends.
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Dude, Muy Romantico is SO better than Jale!! Also, please wait to make pregnancy music until I am at least financially stable. P.S. It is NOT weird to be stoked about Ash Wednesday--some of my fave things aout Catholicism were the ritual/specific purpose days, like Ash Weds. and Palm Sunday, because it felt more like being a fun participant, or involved in a theme party for Jesus, instead of a receptacle for the pope's current 99,000 ways you should feel crappy about yourself.

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It's not a quest for spirituality, really per se, as I am there. It about having community and having a spiritual education. I am cool with quakers, but not really compelled by quakerism. The Shakers, on the other hand, while all dead at this point, fascinating.

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